So on Friday I went to the doctors just to find out why the medicine wasn't working for my legs. I ended up giving blood four times and driving to another hospital for more test. Long story short my blood count is very low again and it looks like another transfusion is in my future. My Doctor can't figure out where my blood is going. I got new medicine and an appointment with the OB doctor. My legs are still killing me. I'm up all night again. But on the better side my loan was approved on one of my houses.

Here we are again.

Its Monday and I set the alarm to 8:30. I'm awake but don't want to get out of bed. I couldn't go to sleep and finally fell asleep at 3:30. My legs are beginning to kill me and my eyes are watering. This day is not starting off well.

my baby is getting his own soda when he knows he isnt suppose to have it.

Strange

Saw a strange movie called what the Garcia girls did for summer. Very depressing. Now I don't even want to get dressed. Reminded me of my life. Would say past present and future but its just past and present now. Already there now. So no future. But it did remind me of my first boyfriend. The first if you read between the lines. Think I will send him a note. Keep you updated. See that's what happens when you leave me alone. I get mischief.

Boring

I'm hanging upside down in my bed not wanting to do anything. No energy. I hate this. The only important thing I have going is paying bills and practicing on this keyboard.