Keep the doors locked

So this morning I really didn't feel like getting out of bed. I called my girlfriend, Karen, to see if she had anything fun going on. While I was on the phone with her, the dog started barking. It's Monday, so the Gardeners come and do the lawn in front. I open the door for the dogs to see who it was and then closed the door. I went back to my conversation with Karen and I heard something wiggling the front door knob. I thought maybe the Gardeners had bumped the screen door lock. But then I heard more and more noise. I got up and looked at the door only to see the knob turning. Then the front door opened. The dogs start going crazy and the door opens wider . All the sudden there's somebody crouching at the front door. Scared the heck out of me. it was Leeroy. I didn't know what to do. I didn't know what to feel. First I was glad to see him, then I thought maybe he jumped the rehab program and came to see me. After sitting down and getting my heart back to the regular beat, he informed me that he was there to see the doctor and they said he could stop and see me also. Boy was I happy to see him. I miss him so much. We spent the day taking down his doctors appointments and his prescriptions. I drove him home or I should say back to his house the rehab home by 4 o'clock. Very hard telling him goodbye. So I concentrated on the traffic that I would have to be fighting going back home. That actually worked, I didn't cry and drove off into the sunset. I guess I should be happy for being able to spend the time with him today but it felt like a little teaser. So here I am tonight all alone again. All the shows tonight are reruns so I guess it's time to go to sleep. Night night world. God be with you all and hopefully your dreams are coming true.

Maybe next time

Knock, knock

I woke up this morning to this and my comment was this

I'm so sorry babe. That's what I told you yesterday but somehow hearing it from a stranger even makes me cry because they have no idea what's going on which means it was a direct delivery from God.  I've had probably over my share of God picking me up and dusting me off. Things will be as he wants them. Just let go, breath, and go for the ride.  No matter what you do, you can't control anything.  I love you.

The way things would be in a perfect world

It's Sunday, cold outside, the wind is blowing, kind of a lazy day. You should be here, not at a rehab center, in a building that's falling down, in a questionable neighborhood, with people that i would be afraid to be in the same room with, on lockdown. How aggravating is this.

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The old

Its pretty sad when you have to be called in the middle pig the night to go break up a fight at a convelescent home. I wa called because Margaret was being hit by another patient all day long. They moved this lady into her room from the county crazy ward and moved her right into Margarets room without even knowing what her personality was. I had to go and get the lady taken out of her room in the middle of the night in the pouring rain. There was a fight between her and Margaret and then a fight between her and the new roomate. The home was in an uproar. I feel so bad for the old people, we take such bad care of them. I can see there is going to be a meeting in my future with the administrator of the home. This is so rediculous.

Give Me something, please

I picked Jerry up from the doctors, after he walked two miles with a hernia, and he invited us to breakfast. Sugar was do upset because she wasn't on the invite, she stated pouting.

Off to a good start

This morning I got a phone call from a telemarketer from one of my credit cards. These people have a horrible job. Most of the time I just interrupt them and tell them "no" and hang up. For the first time I felt compassionate for this poor guy and I decided to let him give me his hole schpeel. As I was patiently listening to him tell me about healh insurance which I already have full coverage, pacing and looking at the clock because I was running late, I changed ears with the phone to try and keep getting ready. My finger hit the hang-up. Bummer.

Glass half full/empty, Yin/Yang effect:

I wasn't late.

Glee - Dream On Music Video

Such a tug man with such a big heart

How to recover from Microsoft Update

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How to get rid of "Antivirus Plus"

Make sure you have all files showing in your explorer.  Right click mouse and go to explorer.  Click tools. Folder options. View.  Show hidden files and folders.  Uncheck Hide protected operating system files.  Apply.  Close

go to Regedit from the start menu, run.
In the regedit search for file 70700 and erase all that has to do with it
Search for Antivirus Plus and erase all that has to do with that.

Go back to start menu and do a search for "antivirus plus" on your hard drive and delete
Do another search for 70700 and delete

Go to explorer and in the menu type "%temp% and delete all files

Make sure you go back to the explorer and hide the files again.

Well I'm stuck in bed today with a lot of pain again from my legs. This is getting so out out of hand. I finally took a pain pill. Its slowly working.

I have a computer to fix by tomorrow. I think I will start keeping a journal of things wrong and how to fix them. I also go it my new shampoo in the mail. hopefully it will help me look beautiful.

Ok - so I have been staring at this screen for the last 3 hours. What a life. I hate running test at customers office. I could be doing so much more with my time.

So on Friday I went to the doctors just to find out why the medicine wasn't working for my legs. I ended up giving blood four times and driving to another hospital for more test. Long story short my blood count is very low again and it looks like another transfusion is in my future. My Doctor can't figure out where my blood is going. I got new medicine and an appointment with the OB doctor. My legs are still killing me. I'm up all night again. But on the better side my loan was approved on one of my houses.

Here we are again.

Its Monday and I set the alarm to 8:30. I'm awake but don't want to get out of bed. I couldn't go to sleep and finally fell asleep at 3:30. My legs are beginning to kill me and my eyes are watering. This day is not starting off well.

my baby is getting his own soda when he knows he isnt suppose to have it.

Strange

Saw a strange movie called what the Garcia girls did for summer. Very depressing. Now I don't even want to get dressed. Reminded me of my life. Would say past present and future but its just past and present now. Already there now. So no future. But it did remind me of my first boyfriend. The first if you read between the lines. Think I will send him a note. Keep you updated. See that's what happens when you leave me alone. I get mischief.

Boring

I'm hanging upside down in my bed not wanting to do anything. No energy. I hate this. The only important thing I have going is paying bills and practicing on this keyboard.

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