As of this morning

I went to the movies with my grand kids and daughter and watched Bratz. It was cute. They dropped me off, no sign of Leeroy and I went to the Bar.

Only three beers. I told the owner that I couldn't drink with him cuz he gives me hang-overs and I had to go to work in the field tomorrow. No word from Leeroy all day. Just him disappearing. So, this is what he wanted, me not running his life. I hear it all the time from him that I am controlling. So I just let it go and worked on me. I am getting so down on myself, it's not even funny. I'm sad mostly and trying always to figure out what the heck I did to him to make him this way. I had a talk with the owner and of course, everyone loves Leeroy. What can I say. One of the guys in the bar tried calling him and he did not answer. Anyway I left at 11:00 and went home to bed. When I got home there was no Leeroy at home and the garage was a mess. I have to park the car in the garage overnight so out of the car I went and cleaned the garage and parked the car.

Well, during the night, or I should say early morning, I was woken up by Leeroy asking for the keys. I gave them to him. He was very angry and slamming doors and things so I just stayed in bed and away from him. He came up and threw the keys on the bed and said "I hope you had fun tonight! I spent six hours in the back a patrol car."

To this I gave no response and stayed in bed.

This morning I woke up and got ready for work and went downstairs to leave. My car was not in the garage. I went to the garage and there he was - asleep. He woke up and looked at me and I asked if he was O.K. He just told me to go on and leave him alone.

I went outside to my car and noticed that his car was not outside. I went to work.