Ok - This one got me - Thanks Lorraine

Analysing the Fool

The Fool looks as if he is taking confident strides and is

looking up and not watching where he is walking. His direction is headed towards the edge of the cliff and he walks without hesitation, oblivious to danger, therefore he is listening to his intuition and less attention to his common sense, trusting the path he has chosen.

He is carrying a rose, which means he has time to stop and smell the roses and actually bend down and pick one. This shows that he is happy and clear in mind.

There is no grass growing under his feet which shows that he does not stay in one place very long, but ventures out to new ones, signifying new beginnings constantly.

He carries his riches out where anyone can take it and does not protect it or even watch it for that matter. This shows that he doesn't have much baggage going along with him.

He has the sun shinning on his back for the comfort of not squinting at it in the front. With this concept it seems that he is going towards whatever venture he might have - with open eyes and an open mind.

He has a white dog with him (at least my cards he is white)which means he has no prejudices and is pure.


What words describe the Fool

• Daija - My granddaughter who came out exactly like this. Growing up she would just walk right off the edge of anything, not knowing the outcome. We usually had to run and grab her before she hit the floor. She still does this to this day, trusting and not fearing and going for anything.

• zero - Starting exactly at the beginning but never ending.

• New soul - No superstitions, worries or prejudices.

• carefree - No worries about who is judging you because you have no sense of being held down

Upside down Interpretation

The first thought that comes to mind is that they might be standing on their head to do things right. Not letting go of ones ability to try new things. Holding back on any learning experiences. Afraid to venture foward without failing. Afraid of having their riches fall in the floor with the purse upside down. And now the sun is setting which means an end to any ideas. The rose is also upside down which can mean, dried out, or dead. Hanging there for all eternity as we do when we dry out a rose for memories.



How it makes me feel

I actually see green grass and feel breezes all around me. I feel the warmth of the sun and white dandelions on the ground. The sky is blue and I am lying on the ground. The fool is dancing all around me making me laugh and feel really good. I feel envy for him. Wishing I could cut loose and just get up and dance and not worry about who was watching. I feel really calm and I am not worrying about work or getting it done or even telling anyone that I am learning tarot cards. His dog is licking me in the face and making me laugh even more. I close my eyes and the shadows from the sun shinning on the trees are dancing on my eyelids. I actually feel like leaving everything behind and just going. Not caring where I am going or where I will end up. I feel like I am calm inside. I feel as if I could just start over and not worry about my age or training or anything. I feel right. I feel like I could follow him off the side of the cliff.

Day One

I just signed up for a course on Tarot reading on "www.worldwidemediums.net"

I am embarking on the first course, but have to go through all their menus first to figure out how to do the first course. Ok done. I am now on the first lesson.

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Beginning of my conscience journey

I am now embarking on a world of Tarot. I don't think this is just a whim. I have gone down to the bottom of my life with the bar hopping and then the bar staying and the bar friends and gotten tired of it. I don't particularly like the people there. I find them all to be liers and in need of alot of help. I guess that's why they are there. Trying to escape from what they are living the easy way. And by saying "all of them" , I guess I really shouldn't say that. Some of them are nice people just trying to hide. In fact, that's why I was there. Just trying to hide from what was going on in my world. You know, this happened today, gotta go have a drink to handle it. That was me. Then for some strange reason, people started either liking me or disliking me. But they were all curious about me. Some clinged to me and others stayed far away from me. Some talked good about me and others, quite the opposite. Strange how there was never an in-between feeling about me. I was only there for my self and no one else. But as time went on - the clingers started asking for things and I was brought out of my "hide from the world" to face "boy do these people need help". I liked them, but I just can't handle all their lies and the secret world they live in. So now, I have kicked myself out of that world and am embarking on another. Trying to learn something different and share something with whoever now needs it, with a clear mind. I don't know who, if anyone will ever read my blog, but it is there for the world to see and learn along with me if they want. Also, some day, I hope my family stumbles on it. If I am gone - then I have left a part of me behind. If I am still here, then hopefully they will get to know me better, as a blog is a part of ones mind.

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The search is on

Frustration is mounting as the search continues for a perfect blog background. I have found a site with over 1500 backgrounds and still can't find the right one.

The Highland Homeowners Knock down drag out

October 5, 2007

In this letter, I will refer to “you” as I was corresponding with Diana, and she has shared the letters with you, also, therefore I am assuming I am talking to both of you.

First off, I don't understand the need for you to take everything I say or do personally. I have done nothing but try to offer my services, as you stated “the residents had no aspirations of serving or no interest in actively participating”. I wrote a letter offering my services (as you were so kind to photo copy and pass around to the homeowners) – and you totally ignored that fact and focused on being concerned about me “checking on the money being spent on Highland Villas”. I give you compliments - you choose to either overlook that fact or just ignore it all together. Again please refer to the letters sent.

Clearly you have an issue with me and I feel you are using your positions to fill your needs. I don't understand the reasoning of airing your feelings toward me, indirectly, to the whole association. I am sorry if the homeowners come to me (either by contacting me from the garage door, or by knocking on my door) to discuss their opinions and not contacting you directly as I see you two outside all the time talking to each other and they would have ample opportunity to contact you then if they felt uncomfortable coming to your door.

In regards to the “disturbing” email you received - I thought the painters worked or were hired by Moller Properties and not you, personally. As you can see the email was addressed to Gloria and not to Sherry or Diana, as you two seem to be running the board single handedly, as referred to in your letter, when I was under the assumption we elected three board members. I will take this up with Gloria also because I don't understand why she felt compelled to pass it on.

In that email it clearly states Jeff, the third elected board member, was present, so the board was informed. Again, I don't see the need for Gloria to have passed that on to you. I don't know if she passed the next email on to you, which I have attached, telling her that I had a conversation with the gentleman today and he was as nice as could be.

I don't know what you are trying to accomplish with the distribution of the paperwork in which I received today on my front door. If my neighbors need help and someone is threatening them, I am going to be there to help no matter how many letters you pass out. I don’t really think you spoke to anyone to find out exactly what happened with Lourdes before you came to the assumption that “It was not the responsibility of an individual resident to question the procedures of the professional painter as to show how they should perform their job”.

Furthermore I wish you would stop this nonsense as I don't have time for it and I am sure the homeowners don’t understand either, what this was all about. Nowhere in the correspondence did I say you were doing a bad job, again, please read it over and see I did nothing but compliment you on the job you were doing.

My apologies for the wording of the email that I sent to specifically to Gloria and did not cc: anyone else. I meant to say, “whoever hired him, not them, meaning "his" employer.

As for the referral of “not receiving information to date regarding the whirly-birds (to draw heat out of the attic space for better efficiency)”, Leeroy was told not to check further because the board members were no longer interested in installing them because Russell, from Moller Properties advised against it. And yes, on the record – Unit 5 has termites.

No need to pass this letter out to the homeowners as I will give a copy to each and every one myself and hopefully we could stop this childlike behavior and act like adults. I have tried to get the point across to you that I am here to help and not cause trouble. Further more if you are going to send out letters representing the board I would appreciate it if you would have the signature of all three board members.

Respectfully

more for the stairs

Ok - so in case anyone is following the stairs saga - it's been 4 months, I think, that the stairs have been in construction. Tonight we went to Home Depot and got the remainder of the materials to complete my stairs. It was promised to me that they would only take two days to do. uh huh.