I am now embarking on a world of Tarot. I don't think this is just a whim. I have gone down to the bottom of my life with the bar hopping and then the bar staying and the bar friends and gotten tired of it. I don't particularly like the people there. I find them all to be liers and in need of alot of help. I guess that's why they are there. Trying to escape from what they are living the easy way. And by saying "all of them" , I guess I really shouldn't say that. Some of them are nice people just trying to hide. In fact, that's why I was there. Just trying to hide from what was going on in my world. You know, this happened today, gotta go have a drink to handle it. That was me. Then for some strange reason, people started either liking me or disliking me. But they were all curious about me. Some clinged to me and others stayed far away from me. Some talked good about me and others, quite the opposite. Strange how there was never an in-between feeling about me. I was only there for my self and no one else. But as time went on - the clingers started asking for things and I was brought out of my "hide from the world" to face "boy do these people need help". I liked them, but I just can't handle all their lies and the secret world they live in. So now, I have kicked myself out of that world and am embarking on another. Trying to learn something different and share something with whoever now needs it, with a clear mind. I don't know who, if anyone will ever read my blog, but it is there for the world to see and learn along with me if they want. Also, some day, I hope my family stumbles on it. If I am gone - then I have left a part of me behind. If I am still here, then hopefully they will get to know me better, as a blog is a part of ones mind.
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